Monday, June 15, 2026

Book Review | Paradise: One Town's Struggle to Survive an American Wildfire


Rating | ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

If you only read one book about California's 2018 Camp Fire, it must be this one. It is the most accurate account I've read, compared to others that were merely cash-grabs with incorrect information. This one also addresses head-on one of the main causes of a lengthening fire season, with bigger, hotter, more destructive fires coming now year after year: CLIMATE CHANGE.


This story is a deeply personal one to me. A friend of mine is from Paradise. I texted her in a panic, saying to just please let me know she was okay. She did, so I could at least be sure she was safe. Over the next few days the videos, photos, and graphics she sent were horrifying. When we finally spoke by phone, she relayed the whole story - how she arrived at school for the day, the students coming not long after. It wouldn't be long before they started evacuating though, and the last bus pulled away as the fire reached school grounds. The video she sent of her own evacuation looked like something from a disaster movie - literally fire everywhere, both sides of the road engulfed in flames. Had she sent that to me in the moment, I would have lost my ever-loving mind. I would not have believed they could escape, but thankfully her entire family was able to get to safety. She was the only family member to not lose her house. She sent me a fire map showing her entire neighborhood, her house the lone green X. The rest of the homes were either totally or partially destroyed.


As Paradise woke on the morning of November 8th, 2018, the sky looked funny, a weird gray-ish orange-ish mix, accompanied by massive windgusts. The fire sparked at 6:30 that morning and within ninety minutes would reach the outskirts of the town. Another two hours and the blaze was devouring everything in sight at the rate of an acre PER SECOND. At that point it was too late for some; residents were trapped in the flames - whether in the homes or cars, trying to escape.


Within a matter of hours, the town of Paradise was all but gone. That's 95% of the buildings incinerated, about 18,000 structures altogether - 11,000 of which were homes. The biggest cost though, was the 85 lives lost in the flames. That is the official total, though the author disagrees; according to her count there were at least fifty more wrongful-death lawsuits filed by families against the culprit, PG&E.


At the time, Lizzie Johnson was a reporter for the San Francisco Chronicle and had spent several years reporting on the many fires that have destroyed California's landscape. She reports from the ground, in the midst of the fire, and for long after. She gathered stories from survivors, making them the focal point of this terrible and traumatic event. Johnson meets them where they are - shelters, hotels, makeshift camps, giving as many as possible a chance to share their experiences and she is able to deliver those experiences with care and empathy. We follow a handful of survivors and Johnson allows us to get to know them as they were before the fire, their history in relation to Paradise, and giving each person a voice to tell their story their way. Even knowing ahead of time they survived, obviously, it did not make the stories any less harrowing. Fear was palpable throughout the entire book and at times it felt like I was there, though this in no way compares to the actual experiences of people who actually were.


She is also able to access public records that include the panicked 911 calls of citizens in need of help, and court records from the grand jury investigation. All of that allows Johnson to show minute-by-minute what happened to Paradise as it burned.


Johnson also does a fantastic job with exploring the root causes of the Camp Fire, which ultimately burned for seventeen days. First and foremost, PG&E's stunning neglect of critical infrastructure. The tower that started the fire had last been inspected in 2001 - despite PG&E's claim that towers are inspected every five years. It all comes down to the little c-hook, about the size of a human hand, made of steel a century ago when the original power line was built. This hook's job was to hold the electrical insulators connected to the tower. But years of friction wore down the metal and the hook snapped. The live power line fell, hitting the tower and sending down a spray of molten metal to the brush below, brittle and dry from severe lack of rain. Unfortunately this is not surprising. A quick internet search will give you a plethora of information about various lawsuits filed against the company for years.


There were other contributing factors to this immense tragedy. There's the aforementioned lack of rain - over seven months without a drop, to be exact. Climate Change is real, can people stop pretending it isn't? The emergency warning system only reached about half the residents because of an undetected flaw. A private warning system was also available, at a cost to subscribe, of course. And what would a massive disaster be without lack of communication between emergency response teams? We saw this seventeen years earlier, on September 11th, with police and fire unable to coordinate because they used different comms systems. Yet somehow, we've still not managed to fix this issue. It also didn't help that a few years earlier, the town council had voted to shrink the four-lane Skyway (main road in and out of town) down to two. They were warned that this could be an issue in the future should the town need to evacuate quickly, but the project went ahead anyway.


This is a tense, traumatic, hopeful read, Highly recommended.


Sunday, June 14, 2026

Book Review | Curse of The Narrows: The Halifax Disaster of 1917


Rating | ⭐⭐⭐⭐

It's 1917 and the port at Halifax is beyond crowded. Ships have constantly been on their way to Europe since the UK's declaration of war on August 4th, 1914. While Canada determined for itself how much military and financial support it would give, there was no question that support would be provided.


But this day, December 6th, would be different. Two ships, the Mont Blanc and the Imo, would collide in the Narrows. Called such because of a hard-to-navigate stretch of the harbor, the ships should never have even been close to one another.


Yet they were, and the result of the collision would have devastating consequences for the entire city. The Imo would survive, despite severe structural damage. Massive repairs would be made and the Imo would return to service in 1918.


The Mont Blanc, though? That one didn't stand a chance.


From the collision, she burned quickly and rammed into the city's docks. Initially bound for Europe with a cargo of 2,700 tons of explosives, the captain and crew abandoned the ship at once, rowing for Dartmouth across the harbor and trying to warn everyone of what was to come. Thousands at the shore crowded with homes and businesses were already watching the fires burn, and at 9:05 AM, said fires reached the explosives packed carefully within the hold.


The result was an explosion with such force that all 3,000+ tons of iron that was the Mont Blanc was immediately vaporized in a cloud that shot into the sky over 2,000 feet high. Not only was much of the city flattened by the blast, but the blast created a massive wave that drenched the decimated and bewildered city. Not a single building in Halifax, or within a 16-mile radius, was left undamaged. An estimated 2,000 people were killed (different reports give different numbers) instantly, while another 9,000 were injured. Of those injured, another 300 would succumb to their injuries later.


On top of all of this devastation, a blizzard would arrive the following morning, completely isolating Halifax from any help from the outside world.


It's so difficult to wrap one's head around just how big this explosion was - the largest pre-atomic explosion in history. The anchor of the Mont Blanc landed some two miles away. The explosion was heard as far away as Boston, Massachusetts, when a fishing boat returned to the harbor there and inquired about the explosion they'd heard. The cloud of smoke was visible to ships more than fifty miles away.


The author describes in great detail each small event that happened, one after the other, in this massive chain of things that should NOT have happened, that resulted in such terrible death and destruction. Mac Donald does not stop there though. She shares how a massive relief mission set out from Boston almost immediately, despite not knowing the exact nature of the damage or even what was needed to help. Even with communication pretty much cut off completely, there was no hesitation. Food and water, clothing, money, building materials (especially glass - not a single window was left in Halifax after the explosion), doctors, medication, and volunteers headed northeast, ready to do whatever necessary to help a community in need.


The sheer volume and magnitude of injuries and causes of death were overwhelming. As mentioned previously, not a single window was left in Halifax. Much of that glass was embedded in the victims - including in their eyes. I can not stress enough how many eyes were removed due to this. The author goes into great detail. Buckets-ful of eyes. No anesthesia except ether, sometimes. We're talking HUNDREDS of severe eye injuries. Roughly 250 eye removals occurred to prevent infection, with sixteen people losing both eyes. The majority of those hundreds had partial vision loss due to the glass.


Scores of bodies were recovered, though many could not be identified due to the damage inflicted by the blast. The massive tsunami dragged dozens of witnesses and sailors back into the freezing water to drown. Others were crushed in collapsed buildings, mutilated by flying debris, or consumed by the raging fires.


Naturally when something of this magnitude occurs, there is the need to assign blame. Someone had to have caused this. While the captain and pilot of the Imo were killed in the collision, the captain and pilot of the Mont Blanc survived and were able to give their accounts of what happened in the moments before the fatal collision. Investigations, both judicial and military, were conducted and came to the same conclusions.


First of course, is that the two ships never should have gotten as near to one another as they did in the first place, regardless of what was on board. Both investigations ultimately decided blame was to be placed equally on the pilot and captain of the Mont Blanc, and the pilot and captain of the Imo. While the latter were both killed, the former were never indicted and there would be no actual trials to decide innocence or guilt. There was also the issue of the whistles from both ships, sending contradictory and misinterpreted signals to one another. The Imo had moved into the Mont Blanc's shipping lane to avoid a smaller vessel in its own, which caused more confusion. And of course there is the issue of the Mont Blanc not flying a red flag to indicate explosives were on board. However, maritime law at the time stated the flag only needed to be flown when loading or unloading cargo, not while in transit. As the Mont Blanc was moving to the harbor to join an Allied convoy, they were not required to fly it - nor would they have, as German u-boats were certainly on the look-out for just such flags.


The author does a masterful job recreating the horrific events of the day and documenting everything that came after. It is a riveting story of both catastrophic loss and enduring hope as people came together to bury their dead and rebuild their community.


Highly recommended.


NetGalley ARC | Lies Between Us

I received a free digital ARC from the publisher via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.

Rating | ⭐⭐

Two families side-by-side in their waterfront mansions, neighbors for years, the children growing up together in a small town on a small island where there's little crime, everyone knows everyone, and doors are never locked.

This summer is different though. Their picture-perfect lives are upended one night when tragedy strikes after one of the many beach parties they've attended. A boy is dead, secrets abound, and no one will come out of this the same.

(Except they all will because no one learned a damn thing through all of this.)

In theory, this should have been everything I love in a quick YA that doesn't require too much time or thought. Rich kids, secrets, murder. All things I love.

Instead, the book was such a disappointment. I usually really like ths author's work but this was just blah. The ending was ESPECIALLY blah. The characters all had very surface-level development and neither matching set of siblings was distinguishable from any other set. Not to mention that the two families, last names Gold and Silver, just happen to live next to each other. The Golds have three girls, the Silvers have three boys. Each has their exact-age counterpart in the other family.

Seriously, come on. Whyyyyyyyyy???

I didn't really care about any of the characters because we never get to know them well enough to decide one way or another. As a result, it was hard to care about what was happening. Time and time again we are told how the sisters are so close, there are no secrets between them, there's nothing that could break their bonds or loyalty to one another.

Except by the end we see that's a big fat lie because ALL OF THEM had major secrets that they hid from each other for the entire book, and the entirety of their teen years so far.

The only parts of the book that really made it worth reading were the flashbacks of the party the night that Billy died. Literally, knowing what happened was the only thing that kept me reading this one because none of the characters were compelling. And none of them learned anything or changed in any meaningful way when all was said and done.

But even arriving at the big reveal and ending, it all fell flat. All this build-up with the party flashbacks, and we don't even know for sure what happened in those last moments of Billy's life.

Overall I was annoyed that I struggled through everything, just for THAT ending. There are plenty of people who will like it though, who will be able to overlook the nonsense of the names and the families being so perfectly suited to each other. I'm just not one of them.

Saturday, June 13, 2026

NetGalley ARC | Man of My Dreams

I received a free digital ARC from the publisher in exchange for an honest review.

Rating | ⭐⭐⭐1/2

While not my most favorite of Worley's novels, it was still a fun, chaotic ride. 

Ivy Harcourt is a romance author who has just published her highly successful debut novel. She's been less lucky in love though, until she meets Liam. He's gorgeous, British, charming, and an architect - the exact same character she has started devloping for her second novel. Ivy has no idea how this has happened, but she is sure he is absolutely the man of her dreams.

As it turns out, Liam has some secrets. But so does Ivy.

I was heavily invested in the first half, trying to figure out who Liam was. But as more layers were revealed, the book went in a direction I was not expecting as more and more backstory was revealed. It wasn't terrible, it just was not what the synopsis hinted at. This isn't necessarily 'bad', but it felt like I was reading two different books about halfway through.

Things really start to spiral and we get some murder, friends behaving strangely, possible stalkers, the whole works. I truly thought the major twists were going to involve Liam, because that's what was promised. Yes, Ivy has secrets as well, but the reveal of how she came to meet this seemingly perfect guy, as though she conjured him herself, was not the Big Reveal. There was still so much left in the book, and Liam had nothing to do with the dual timelines.

Once we got more of Ivy's backstory from her teen years I started to put together where this was really going. Her parents and sister had been killed in a house fire that she barely escaped from. She'd been shipped across the country to LA to live with an estranged aunt, as her elderly grandparents in Florida were not a viable option.

There were a couple directions the author could have gone with for who was who and I was right with some of my predictions, wrong with others, but it was still a satisfying read in that aspect. But again, it was also very disjointing when it felt like I was reading two different books.

The pace is almost frenetic for the last portion and Ivy was right, not everyone gets a happily ever after. This was a quick, fun read even if it went in a completely different direction than anyone could even guess, just based on the synopsis we were given. Although technically it isn't a bait and switch, because Ivy DEFINITELY has secrets. They just were not secrets we had an indication were beneath the layers of the leading-man-turned-real mystery.

Recommended if you're looking for something quick and chaotic that doesn't require you to think too much because you are definitely just along for the ride.

Stacking the Shelves #368

Stacking the Shelves is a weekly feature hosted by Reading Reality. It is a chance to showcase all the goodies you've collected throughout the week, whether they're bought on-line or in-store, an ARC or a final copy, borrowed from a friend or the library, physical or digital, etc.


Library Treasures
from the TBR


Happy Reading!
Sarah

Monday, June 8, 2026

Tackling the TBR | Week 21 | Jun 1 - Jun 7, 2026

Here we go!

This is year SEVEN of Tackling the TBR. When I started this mess I was well over 5,000 books, so to be where I am now is pretty incredible.

I will post on the 7th, 14th, 21st, and last day of the month.

Previous Week's TBR Total: 1,388

On My 'Currently Reading' Shelf
(This does not mean I am reading all of these at once. As soon as I get a book from the library, NetGalley, or a publisher/author/marketer, I put in on my 'Currently Reading' shelf. Yes, I know I have a problem. No, I don't want to do anything about it.)



Read from my TBR


Read Because I Have No Shelf-Control


Books DNF-ed: 0


Books Added to TBR: 0

Books Removed from TBR: 109

Duplicates Removed: 0


New TBR Total: 1,249

Happy Reading!
Sarah